everyone should eat more icecream!!

SHIFTED!

2008-10-31T15:41:00.004+08:00

i've shifted!!
http://iwantmoreicecreamtoo.blogspot.com/

\i know it doesnt sound creative, it doesnt have to! =p

because everybody hurts, sometimes.

2008-09-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

The Corrs - Everybody Hurts -

when your day is long
and the night
and the night is yours alone
when you think you've had enough
of this life
to hang on
dont let yourself go,
'cause everybody cries
and everybody hurts.
sometimes,
sometimes everything is wrong
it's time to sing along

when your day is night, hold on.
if you feel like letting go,
hold on.
if you're sure you had too much
of this life
to hang on.

it's a pretty song, listen to it. it takes a while to load, but it's worth it (:

saturday! (:

2008-09-06T16:10:00.002+08:00

yayyers, the weekend is FINALLY here. no more 550am in the morning, plus uber squeezy trains and being the lowest lifeform in rounds (we dont even qualify to go pull out IMRs for the patients).

AND! this is how happy AH is! i stole the photos from yanyi on facebook! <3! hahahah, i dont hate the rustic feel anymore! but its ermmm, too late!

dr marilyn lee! (((: kelvin's standing too faraway le lahh!
well. our principal tutor!! he gave us high marks for our write-ups! (he said so) and it might save our asses in time to come (:
dr lim! omgg! i should be standing where mu is standing lah! my favouritest favourite tutor! (: omg, her clinics totally rocks, i havent seen anyone quite as professional as she is. she makes me wanna do endocrine! but my physio sucks, so it's quite hard.
and our lab chief! dr wong! i will never forget how patients become 'hyperkalemic', hahahah because of our poor venepuncture techniques! and she said she's got faith in us that we'll pass EOPT. hmmm we'll see how that goes in a while (:

at the dimming of the day.

2008-09-02T19:41:00.002+08:00

omg, today's only the 2nd day of surgery and i'm already dreading it. the med tutors are so much friendlier and more willing to teach. and most of all, they're not type A pple. i think type A pple cannot make friends at all, either that, or they only make friends who are as type A as they are. it's totally disgusting, there's still 7ish more weeks of this, not to mention that patho CA's coming up next saturday, yucks, im so not prepared for it.

anddd, today, once again, we see how medicine work wonders at times and make life seem totally like a blah at certain other times. medical care can really work wonders at times when treatment is sought early enough. and it's really really really sad when some of us just wished that our medical conditions will go away on some bright and cheery afternoon and hence never quite sought treatment till it's way too late. and i dont quite know how to put it but it's really sad when stuff like that happen around us more often than we wished that it did. sometimes, there's only this much we can really do to help, :(.

stronger than any drug, <3

2008-08-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

hahaha adeline has long hands,thats all i can say. and cher has nice new hair! its short, sleek and pretty! and shihan is weirdly skinny, i cant stand it. and :*(, jacs is leaving soon, again, sighs. i love my girls! (: happy factor!

look into your,

2008-08-24T11:39:00.002+08:00

omg, i think this is terrible, it's been a day after the eopt, and it still feels terrible, i think i wanna die.

how sway can it be, that i get 1 bad long case, and 1 bad short case. ANDDDD screw up the last short case too. wth.

i think this is terrbily screwed, argh. terribly, freakingly, disgustingly bad. i dont wanna repeat the posting. omg omg omg, but i think it's so going to happen.

and the examiners were so terribly mean, omg, they terribly screwed all of us over, argh.

i hate it, :(((( angryyy.

it's hard to keep it going.

2008-08-20T06:55:00.002+08:00

alrights. im awake. i was awake from 6ish. the only other time i've been up this early was for cofm presentation. now im up early again, i dont know why. :( the eopt is scary and disgusting.

and im telling you, i HATE it when pple use the word chill, i think the word chillax is far worse. chill sounds stupid, and irritating. if you dont have another word to use or say, shut your mouth then. and chillax is unglam and much more irritating. stuff your mouth up if you ever wanna say it to me. dont ever do. just stop speaking, thats much better.

it's been a while.

2008-08-01T22:53:00.005+08:00

hmmm i havent blogged in like half a mth. or more than that. i think tudou's taking over my life. hahaha. i watched charade! hahaha, extremely cheesey, extremely drama-mama, and extremely funny. but not bad! (: hahahaha brightens up my day.

hahahaha. and today in lecture, we had quite a number of medical jokes. see if you get them!
(#1) the first one, you've got to be paying attention just now to what the lecturer said about d-dimer to get this one. (note: the thingy is a house)

(#2). hahahaha, this one is just ermm. hahaha. weird. but i guessed it too!(:
(#3) hahahaha. super related to the 2nd lecture, really funny, i like the drawing.
(#4) hahahaha, this one is the BEST!!!
(#5) anddddd. this one, v common in CCF and renal failure. hahaha muliang had a part 2 to this, but i didnt take a photo of it. trust me, i was DARN bored. the answers are actually, 1. 'the d-dimer values are up in the ceiling!!' quoting the lecturer, 2. patient is covered with antibiotics, 3. SOB, (you know, shortness of breath. hahaha.) 4. car-see-no-ma, i.e. carcinoma. and 5. fluid overload!

hahahaha i have a brilliantly bored cg. with brilliantly excellent crapping skills. and my patho tutor calls me shan yeo pei. so much for being trained in australia and forgetting your chinese roots, they teach you to MISREAD chinese names. bah!

my pocketful of sunshine.

2008-07-13T21:15:00.003+08:00

hahaha. i came online to discover this! like 2 pages of this in my inbox.

my lovely girls tagged all the photos i just uploaded onto facebook, hahahaha and i ended up with 35 new mails. for a while, i thought that some really exciting stuff happened in yahoogrps and hence the many many new mails. hahaha i trust in your tagging powers!

anddd! our lovely photos (: hahaha, we mahjong-ed, got high over fb, and tried shuffling cards but never got down to playing them. our hiking trip got cancelled thanks to our laziness.
and the nj girls! and our toilet cam-whoring! i must say MOF is YUMMILICOUS!

brrrrrrrrr.

2008-07-13T14:11:00.002+08:00

omg my phone is totally embarrassing me. i cant stand it. smses that i've sent out ages again are ridiculously piling up in my outbox and i cant select the cancel sending option, argh. and they get sent out at random instances. now, my friends think that im going mad. :(

hohoho. and this is a nice song (: if only she won the golden melodies this year. :(

oh well.

2008-07-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

when it's past midnight in the wee hours of saturday, and your friends are still partying in the chalet, i'm right here at home, with my blisters, oh lovely blisters on my sole. and gastritis. and im so glad that the weekend's here, i dont have to wake up early at all, but it's eroded by these weird blisters too. please go away soon.

erps.

2008-07-11T02:12:00.002+08:00

okays. i'm kind of like speechless. like erm, what shld i say? since no one else cares about what's really happening, why should i? this is just ridiculous, and pissifying. i so didnt expect it. darn, argh.

update!

2008-07-03T18:26:00.002+08:00

okay, tired pple talk in short, very short sentences.

1. these few days have been insanely tiring. i need to sleep more.
2. my laptop's going to die, going to die, going to die. i shld off it before i go to bed, everyday.
3. pointies are the worst shoes ever, the pain was so intense. i cldnt even speak.
4. breakfast at tiffany's rocks. i shld stop watching it over and over again.
5. everyone's gonna start internship soon and i'll have no more friends left.
6. i think im going to fail med posting.

i've decided to number them because they dont sound coherent at all. doesnt matter.

and oh, like we all know. the new year started for us already. which kind of sucks. my friends are on holiday, suntanning at sentosa, and shopping endlessly. and we're stuck in clinics. and clinics is brilliantly tiring, it sucks out all the energy i ever have and boy, this is NOT fun. my toes are going to become gangrene from those heels and i bet they're going to fall off soon. and jy isnt coming back from london, and cheryl is only going to be back from aust for 3 weeks. i think they shld all come back home and never ever go anywhere. argh.

ANDDD. this is like damn outdated but yes, i have to say this. m2 finally ended. i think it was a pretty bad year. in almost every single way. or at least, many ways. we had so so so many exams and tests. and it was just weird, everything felt so different from the way it did in m1. hmmm i've got so much more to say but im so sleepy that it's stuck. i shld just go sleep, at 7pm. (:

springlove.

2008-06-20T23:06:00.004+08:00

hmmmm. i made a new thing! close-up!
say hi to our bunny friend! (: <3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5213981836118122658" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_UgxZCaPkFLA/SFvI2uco4KI/AAAAAAAAA_Y/y-exe5peS0w/s320/DSC03405.JPG" border="0">

omg. and mng sale is a pure disaster. me and adeline came out of it happy yet damn guilty, so guilty that we spent the rest of the afternoon 'how-ing' about macs outside the 2 mangos. like howww, shittt, we spend so much, so wrong type of thing. and yea, we're broke, totally broke. nevermind. we'll save, i hope, soon. =p

never expect you to get down.

2008-06-20T10:01:00.004+08:00

on a morning that i slept this little, really little, very little. and i was thinking, that why someone like me (who enjoys sleeping this much) chose a job that deprives me off this much sleep. well, i dont know either.

anddddd. i was thinking about growing up. when we were 15, we wanted to grow up real quick and go to jc, and even uni. when we thought that no uniforms were the best. we dont have to wear those uncomfy uniforms anymore. when we were 17 and in jc, most of us wanted to go back to being 15. and being happy and silly in sn, eating ham&cheese toast, drinking ice tea and family lounge. and right now, when we're 20ish, we wanna go back to being silly sn girls at 15. and even back to jc, when we had to stand in one row at the back for not doing math tutorial and having mrs kong eyeball me and angela for not doing chem tutorial and some other tutor roaring at us for talking and laughing in the backrow. and omggg, ponning pe. hahahaha. i so hate pe, and nj pe sucks. and that's a lot more fun than being 20ish. the irony of it all, we wanted to grow up so quickly. and now we dont wanna grow up anymore, and we wanna go back. we're weirdies, at least i am. :(

and the zoo-ing stuff. http://yeopeishan.multiply.com/photos/album/2/zoooooing

LOVE.

2008-06-19T00:54:00.005+08:00

all i have to say is NO GUTS NO GLORY right, shihan?? and im like world without strangers, the paper bag died anyway, i need a new name. well, im sure your shirt is still alive. hahahahas. (: and i must say beek's new camera rocks! the photos at timbre turned out really well! (((:

yayys. so happy happiest birthday to the 2 darling pretty girls! and jacs is back! (: that makes us even happier! jy, come home NOW.

and we zoo-ed! zoo-ing in fun, (minus the insanely hot and humid weather) we shld have a dome over the zoo and on the aircon in it.

ohhh and father's day! hahahahaha, he was trying to tell me not to take photos because he didnt gel/wax his hair. a little too late. =p hahahaha, our reflection in the teapot! (: so funnn! (:
(((:

destiny's rooftop.

2008-06-15T10:22:00.002+08:00

in this line, perhaps you tend to see life move past you so much and so easily right in front of you eyes that you'll learn to treasure it more.

you'll see that road traffic accidents are really scary.

and that you cant save some pple eventually though you've learnt all those science.

it's true.
and it's weird.
somehow a little sad at times.
and it takes a little time for those stuff to really sink in.

well, in case you didnt know.

2008-06-13T02:52:00.002+08:00

ok, i wasnt talking to myself, i was talking to huipei. hahaha. i think the xyz-s take a while to avoid clicking on the wrong person on msn.

*pei says (02:43):
end of posting tests will be b4 patho
*pei says (02:44):
medicine is 1 week after surg
*pei says (02:44):
patho is 1 week after medicine
peis. says (02:45):
so patho is after the recess?
*pei says (02:45):
yes
*pei says (02:45):
after the 1 week break
*pei says (02:45):
meant for studying
peis. says (02:47):
oh SHIT
peis. says (02:47):
i dont even get one week to sleep
*pei says (02:48):
haha yesss den u think they give us break for wat
peis. says (02:48):
to sleep lahhh

boohoohoo. that means my 1 week intended for sleeping after med posting is not going to happen, it's gonna be mad mugging for patho somehow somewhat. this is not good. boohoohoohoo. alright, honeys, play as hard as you can in the remaining time we have. (:

ferryboats and trams.

2008-06-12T22:50:00.008+08:00

to mcdreamy, seattle is pretty for its ferryboats.
whereas, to me, i think hongkong is pretty for its colourful trams.

hahahaha, i think its a weird comparison, but thing is, i really think that those trams add a really unique touch to the city, they're skinny, tall, double decker and colour little things tranversing the streets in certain parts of the city. they seem to add this nostalgic touch to the pretty, happy and modern city. so trams are really happy stuff (:

AND! we disneylanded! though it's supposed to be the worst disneyland ever, it was fun, disney is magical! (: thats it (((: and we macau-ed, finally! (: and this is like the yummiest thing ever! hui lau shan! (: <3>

yayyys. i took a gazillioonnn photos. hahahaha. (((: am happy, h&m was really high too (((: and now, it's back to reality and sunny little island.

ohhh, and i read mitch albom's for one more day when i was away. it's really good, i finished it in 3 days during the trip itself. it sounds surreal and weird somehow, but it's a really good read. it's not quite like tuesdays with morrie, but it was really nice!! ((:

(((: the xyz pple.

2008-06-02T22:51:00.006+08:00

YAYY! the photos are finally up! http://yeopeishan.multiply.com/photos/album/1/sams_and_damians_21st_parties_ go go go! go get your photos! tell me if the links dont work (i uploaded them in high-res so we can all develop them if we want to!)

and the HAPPY PARTIES! where 2 of the yeo-ies turn 21! firstly! our surprise party for sam! (: hahaha. we totally tried to make sam's mom's money worth it by eating tonnes! hahaha we stuffed ourselves silly and didnt eat much at damian's later! :(
at damian's! hahahaha, yijing took this photo! her hands are like LOOOONG!
all of us! (slightly blur though :(((( ) yayyys. so our brilliant friends grew older and turned 21! i hope they liked their presents! and its a good get-together for the anat grp! havent meet everyone in a good long while!

and the girls were talking about gossipgirl over lunch at sam's. so i decided to watch it. i didnt like it the first time round. but this time, i got so totally hooked, i stayed up to watch it all the way till episode 9. and now, i've decided to ration my episodes, they're only 18 or 19 of them. so if i con't the rate that im at now, i'll be left with nothing to watch real soon. and that's not good. there's no grey's, no private private and no gg. that will not do. im such a drama junkie. :( no good.

if you were with me today, face to face.

2008-05-23T17:20:00.006+08:00

alrighty!! been wanting to post this up for a real long time! jacs is having a mini h&m spree! here it goes! http://lurvlybones.livejournal.com/ pretty red clutch!! go take a look okays!

anw! a real interesting book! hahahaha it's actually from borders okays! (:

and the cute panda buns! for the szechuan earthquake! so cute so cute so cute! (:

ooooh, and watch this! the live version of bye bye by mariah carey! nice nice nice! ((((:

2008-05-23T02:27:00.002+08:00

(this is from last week! didnt upload due to the lack of photos!)

dancing when the stars go blue
dancing where the evening fell
dancing in your wooden shoes
in a wedding gown
dancing out on 7th street
dancing through the underground
dancing little marionetter
are you happy now
where do you go when you're lonely

been imeem-ing alot! nice songss (((: i love this song! but sadly, it's only on the latest (well, it was released more than a year ago) compilation album by the corrs, not featured on any of the prev albums i own. but almost all the other songs are on the prev albums! :( so i didnt get the album! :( might get it soon! yummilicous song. you've got to give me some 20 reasons why you dont like this song, it's hard. hahahas.

and! zouk yard sale-d with ade and cher nah on sat!!! (((: so funnnnn. we're like crazy girls trying not to fall off the flights of stairs. hahahahas. there are like many many many booths around and ta-dah, suddenly, there are countless flights of stairs. it'll be embarrassing to roll down, but choyers, that didnt happen. and as usual, i think i bought pretty but useless things again! hahahahaha. i dont know why am i so proud of the bunny i bought, but hey! it's lovely okays! though it's a ridiculous waste of my money. and we met glenda! havent seen her in a while! (((:

and then! met yus and hp!!! (: omg! clinicals have separated us! SADLY! :((((( we used to meet like everyday! but it's been like weeks since i last saw them :(((( and we shopped! and ate long john! i think i shld stop eating ljs and eat more vegs and greens if i dont wanna get colon cancer by the age of 55. :( and we didnt take peektureesss :(((((

hohohoho. and we watched indiana jones today! it's really nice! like national treasure 1 and 2 mixed together and set in a really nice era! i like the screenplay and setting of the entire movie! (((: v v nice! (: watch it!

and we'll linger on

2008-05-18T03:37:00.001+08:00

oooohhh, this is a nice song! actually, i dont quite watch ami, but this song is really nice! heard it on the radio on the way to school one day. i liked the mariah carey one! but i like this even more nowwww. it sounds different, in a way way. the mariah carey one's more mellow and someohw weirdly happier compared to this one. this one's nice (((:

clay aiken! another brilliant ami and his rendition of without you. hahaha pardon the cheesy hair and the cheesy looking video, hahahahas. thats the only one on imeem, but the song's really niceeee (((: just listen, close your eyes. (((; so so so nice! worth the cheesy video! hahahaha. (((:

kelly!

2008-05-14T01:37:00.003+08:00

read this!! (stolen from purseblog.com)

Hermes - Build Your Own Kelly

I may blame today’s activity to the current boredom in my life. With the fiancee gone, I have nobody to waste time with and the usually desired alone time became a bit too much. I also partially blame the boredom on having just moved down to Florida not too long ago, most of my buddies are still up in Ohio.
While chatting with Megs over iChat (what would we do without the modern technology that is the Internet), she pointed out this interesting little gizmo that was going to break the chains of boredom off my neck and engulf me in pre-schoolish activity for the day. How sweet of her to think of me that way.
What Meaghan pointed me to was a new feature on the Hermes US web site, called Les Ailes d’Hermes, the wings of Hermes. The animated micro site allows you to discover and travel the world of Hermes. You learn about the origins of box calf, the complex coloring of their iconic scarves, you see a glove crafter work the smooth leather, there’s mini-games and much more. The part that transformed me back to being a 6 year old was the I want it, I’ll have it feature. It allows you to pick between 8 different Kelly motifs, download it as a PDF, print it at home and assemble your own mini-Kelly. How fun. If it only wasn’t for me being entirely finger challenged when it comes to fine crafting. Paper is quite delicate, which I learned the hard way. On my first attempt I miserably failed to follow the primitive instructions, folding where I was supposed to cut and vice versa. Eventually, I got her done and the result is displayed above. Click the thumb to enlarge the image. Good job me? A new sense of accomplishment fills my life.
Check it out for yourself, it’s a fun little time waster and a great way to bridge the time that you spend waiting for your own, real life Hermes Kelly bag.

hahahaha, damn cute right?? like one of those little things we used to do in art and craft classes, print a template, doodle on it, cut it out and fix it together!! (((:

mommy's day! (((:

2008-05-11T13:29:00.009+08:00

alrighty! mommy's the greatest of all! (: so we shld ALL celebrate mommy's day! (((: we celebrated one day in advance this year! (((: and had yummie canto food (i cant tell the difference btw canto, teochew, beijing, shanghai, any other chinese cuisine). chinese food is chinese food, as yummie as ever! (((:

hohoho. the pretty red lights! my daddy thinks that they look like candy canes! hahaha./ really mini cubes of roasted pork!/duck! meat! haha/ something/ veggggieee, finally the greens are yummie!/ sweet n sour pork! the MUST-have! (on my list of course, not the restaurant's) / cake cake cake! sinnfully yummilicious! / honeydew sago! / and more cake!

and yayys! we were all dressed in pink and purple! (not my idea though) but we all look happy! hahaha. and i stole a picture of the florist at the basement! hahaha look at the pretty flowers! pre-wrapped in advance for mother's day! (: and mommy dearest rocks! thanks for waking up real early to help me look for my keys, my wallet, my labcoat and all the blah that i misplace throughout the day before! hahahaha, she always knows where my stuff has disappeared off too! (((: you rock! and understanding my need for so many pairs of shoes and trying to accomodate my messiness for everything! and being my 'subject' for all the weird crappy clinical examination that im really not good at! like trying to elicit the knee jerk reflex for 20,000 times and doing light reflex for 10,000 times. and she even offered her own vein up for venepuncture! i didnt do it, of course! but no matter what! i <3>

and gera's bday party!! ((: despite the fact that mr cabbie cheated my money by going an extremely long route and taking up a horrendous amt of time! the party was nice catchin' up! ((:

and the lame 'secret <3 note!
(((: happy bday, gera! (((((: hohohoho.

and so they say.

2008-05-04T13:16:00.002+08:00

((((: look at what my new phone does!!!
hahahaha. pretty cool right? idiot proof panorama viewwwwww (((: i think it's pretty fun exploring with the new phone, just that im a little lazy to upload the photos.

ohhh ohhh! and ben and jerry's free cones day!! (((: (oops the photos are still on my phone, will upload them soon) only yus and i managed to get the free cones. zhiyong and huipei were still clerking patients, till like 6ish, and only came over at 7ish, (free cones end at 7pm) so the 2 poor things didnt get any free b&js despite a day of hard work. :( nvm! they deserve to treat themselves to many scoopfuls of icecream.

and! mariah carey's new album! e=mc2! i think most of the songs are really really nice! i esp like this one!

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labour day!

2008-05-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

yayyy, finally, public holiday's here! and alarm clocks are banned for the day! double yayys. am really tired! BUT shopping is a must! esp with the gst offset package! dont think we're supposed to use it in this way, but who cares! ((((:

off to shopping!! (: and all my pretty friends from all over are finalllyyyyyyyyy finishing their exams! (: time to play! ((:

so durian, so happy!

2008-04-27T13:24:00.002+08:00

yayys, this is the season to grow fat. here i come, TAF club. hahahahas. clinics make you think you've been using a lot of energy, hence, you can eat a lot! but that's wrong, very wrong. :(

but it's okay! durian puffs are damn good ((: worth every bit of calories! ((:

lazy bugs.

2008-04-26T20:46:00.001+08:00

hmmm i think i really have to chase those lazy bugs off me. im like LAZY, period. i slept more than half my saturday and spent the other half of it prancing around the house and talking to my mom. nvm, talley o'connor can wait (:

oh! changed my blogskin, finally. i really liked the prev one too, but time for a change! this feels spring-ish and happy! so, yayys! (((:

yawns YAWNS sleepy.

2008-04-23T22:55:00.003+08:00

i think i overslept for the past 2 days, okays, a v sinful thing to do, but i think i did. i feel tired despite sleeping many many many hours. and i just sleep more and more after that. doesnt really sound coherent to be speaking like that too. i need to sleep properly, i.e. proper hours and proper sleep.

okays. that aside, i must say that we havent been doing much in clinics, pretty much floating around at our own time own target, self convinced that we're doing something right. so, not quite right already.

but i guess, over time, we do see the human touch to medicine. the side of this science that the textbook can never quite show us. (cliche as this sounds, it's true). there's always many ways to put this across, some patients feel that why did i have to go through this, is this some test that god has given me, whereas some will feel that it's god's love that i managed to pull through illnesses time and again, and some almighty up there has been taking care of me all these while i was sick. and you actually hear pple telling you how their lives were, how they have been. i guess we always knew that that side of medicine existed, but we never really bothered, just mug your ass off and you're fine for pros. and i guess csfc is really the time when all these matters (whether you wanna pass csfc or not, it still does, you need it to pass anw). i guess sometimes, history taking is really dry and boring and repetitive if that's all you've been doing for a week or so, but sometimes, maybe it's time to put your pen down and stop furiously scribbling down how many years this guy there has been having hypertension for and what meds is he on to take care of it. just lend him a listening ear, he might have more to say about himself than hypertension.

but oh well, at times, we really just wanna clerk our patients and get ourselves going and doing other stuff than really to listen properly and not just fish out 'useful' info. that's kind of the way it goes sometimes.

tribeLOVIN'

2008-04-21T23:30:00.003+08:00

okay, was angry, really angry just now. really really really angry just now. i got insulted by some gp for nothing, okay, that shld be the end of it, but other pple actually found it funny, esp girls, i dont know what to say. so whatever. at least there are sn girls (but jy went back a couple of mins ago).

so before that we thai-expressed!
and like cheryl said, we went candy hunting, hair-tie hunting and hahahahaha, having a longer than usual laugh at yikee and beewen who went to m'sia to study because they were feeling too tired, according to psy undergrads okays! totally reliable. and everyone's like errrrmmm at my 'hairy' soft shell crab. ewwwwwwwwww. and and and!! adeline's bag really weigh like a boulder!!!

stolen.

2008-04-19T16:12:00.001+08:00

okays. and this is stolen from gwen's blog, look at the calla liliesssss. how pretty are theyyyyy (((: and i've received your pretty postcard already! (((: thank youuuu so much!!! and enjoy taipei! come home soon!! ((((: bring calla lilies along (:

cruise control.

2008-04-19T16:02:00.002+08:00

you know, sometimes it's weird, you walk up to a patient, appear calm, act calm, try and be calm and talk calm to your patient, when you're actually kind of freaking inside. you dont quite know what to start with, what to ask next, when to interrupt and what exactly to say. haha, maybe that's how it's supposed to work initially.

and oh! i realised, i really kind of missed the bunch that i usually see in school. i was supposed to call the girls(yes, i included zhiyong as part of the girls) to ask if they wanted a copy of something that i've got from yus. in the end, i ended up chatting with yus and huipei for quite a while over the phone, talking about mindless stuff that happened during clinicals, and just catching up. it's only been a weeeeekkk, and it feels weird not seeing them like we used to when we were back in school. and i actually met mandy late at night at toapayoh central. but that babe is too caught up in her own little world, right honey? she only saw me when i was like 2metres away from her (((: hahahahas. enjoying yourself huhh? ((((:

also, CAMP! have you heard of camp? its actually community addiction management programme. i think cher and i should check ourselves into the programm real soon if we dont curb our shopping pretty soon(be it online or not). we ermmm, overshop everywhere anywhere anytime. and cher! it's kind of bad huhhh. our pockets are running dry. we need to try and tie our fingers together. =x and throw our cards away. hahaha and the ibanking device, you shld keep mine and i'll keep yours!

okay, this post is sull of random topics. doesnt matter, it's saturday anw! no labcoats, no clerking! (((:

hello world!

2008-04-18T00:42:00.002+08:00

i think i've been missing for a good while.

okay, im really really tired. i think we're all tired. and it's weird not to see our friends everyday anymore. i havent seen so many pple in quite a while! hahahah. it's real weird. nvm, i'd get to see most of the anat grp girls tmr! (: since we're all on comm skills course tmr. (((:

oooohhh. clinics is tiring, i wonder why does the nuh liftdoor close so darn closely all the time. the liftrides take darn long, and that's why our tutors much prefer the stairs. (soon, we will too.) but stairs are like ewwww, they're tiring and accident prone. clinics are fun, but not really fun. exciting, but not really exciting at the same time. you get what i mean. and i wanna sleep, i slept like 10-12 hours/day during pros, and now, i sleep a fraction of that. that's like disgusting, half the time, i dont get what you're trying to say to me early in the morning, because im wayyyyy to sleepy.

and! im supposed to upload photos, i have tonnes of them to upload. but really, i'd do it over the weekend! i hope! when i'm done with sleeping (:

tudou-ing.

2008-04-03T08:01:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha, i crunchy roll-ed. and then, tudou-ed till now! 8am in the morning. hahahaha, and yijing was playing mahjong online (i think) till not too long ago as well, i think we're mad. =x but this is funnnnnn. (:

st nicks lovin'!

2008-04-02T02:57:00.003+08:00

omggg. now that pros ended and im using facebook endlessly again, i see how many pple have gone back for sn funfair!!! :((( am SADDDD. JIAYANNNN, ADELINE, WE SHLD HAVE GONEEEE BACK. omgggg. i think we need more sn loving, orange bowl loving, blue bowl loving, curry potato rice loving, family lounge loving, ice tea loving, and much much much mooooree sn loving!!! omg, and my rou yuan mian xian! and ham and cheese toast! hahaha, and the zooland guess the animal and you get to eat it game that we used to play. do you think they have gotten rid of the 4unity painting on our old classroom? okays, it's not the nicest class wall painted, but it's 4u!! hahaahaahas. we must go back soon okays. we need our sn fix. before sn is gone :(

and, i think im so tired that im not tired anymore. i slept for like very few hours last night. but im not going to bed yet, i dont know why. =x

you know you love.

2008-03-27T03:08:00.002+08:00

hahahahaha. if you're thinking that the phone belongs to one of the 3 girls, im sorry, the phone belongs to andy. we totally terrorised his phone at joel's party. but it's a cool photo isnt it! (: i will upload the rest of the photos from joel's party onto facebook soon i guess! (and, andy lee, dont you dare to change your wallpaper. we'll be checking! hahahaa)

this has never happened before.

2008-03-26T19:36:00.002+08:00

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this is the way it should be

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oooohhhh, hahaha so lake house (: so happy (((:

barter trade.

2008-03-26T04:16:00.002+08:00

hmmmmm. we're one week from pros, and this is kind of scary. everyone wants to kill their notes, tear up their books, or burn their notes, dissolve it in a glass of water, drink it up and hope that they remember whatever they drank. (please dont do that and get diarrhea, not wise, , not worth it either (((: )

and, someone was saying, haiyer, we're all mugging so hard, it's like we've got no life. all our friends think we have no life too. hmmm i think that's a little true, or rather, quite true. but since we've chosen this, what can we say. =x maybe it's something like barter trade. we give something and we take something else back in exchange of it. we've lost, and we've gained. and it's only up to us to decide if it's worth it at the end of the day. no one else can quite decide if it's worth it, and no one else needs to know if it is.

but anyhows! i'm glad that the shithead who played us out for the ong weiyi CAs didnt succeed in ruining the pros review! save us a hell lot of time! and mug hard everyone (:

the rush is never ending.

2008-03-24T18:41:00.002+08:00

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hahaha, this is like a cant get you out of my head type of song, you either hate it or love it. hahahha. i kind of like it! for now at least. (cant get you out of my head is irritating after a while).

omg.

2008-03-20T15:35:00.002+08:00

hmmm i just woke up from one of the most terrible horrible dream ever. the dream wasnt exactly very scary, but i thought i was only crying in my dreams, but i woke up crying. (i dont know why, but that freaked me out quite a bit.)

obviously these couple of days have been pretty terrible, but it'll be okay. (:

encraphalitis

2008-03-18T01:50:00.002+08:00

hahaahaha, we were talking about our favouritest prof and what if he chooses to kill us all with his nicest review on earth (esp after some shitty character went to complain to the DO)

.MAt -O.F - ole~ :make sure u slap him first
.MAt -O.F - ole~ :but u will hve to compete with 255 ppl
.MAt -O.F - ole~ :minus the idiot who tried to play us out
peis.: yea
peis.: thats why
peis.: that shithead i tell you
peis.: i wonder if shit is gorged up in his brains
.MAt -O.F - ole~ :encraphalitis
peis.:hahaha! thats v funny
peis.: did you just think of that?

hahahahaha. that's how the word encraphalitis got invented, mathew, you're really quite funny this time round. hahahaha.

wheeeeeeeee.

2008-03-17T18:09:00.002+08:00

i think we all need some hunny lovin'!!! <3 <3 <3. i dont know where that came from, but i just had to say it, i think it's the coke light, it makes pple high, esp mugging people.

hahahaha and lilian smsed at 11ish asking if we were all in school mugging, and i replied her at 2ish that i wasnt in school and i didnt have the heart (nor the guts) to tell her that i barely got out of bed, i think im TERRIBLE. hahahaha, well, i shall try waking up early by other means, the hp alarm obviously doesnt work well for me. im such a sleepy head. =x

oh, and on a sidenote, things that are quite worrying got settled! so yayys! peacefully, somemore! so yayys (((:

crown of love.

2008-03-15T22:45:00.008+08:00

little ms ng huimins gave me this link a couple of weeks or months ago. http://community.livejournal.com/foto_decadent/ hohohoh, and i must say that most of the magazine articles there have really really pretty photos! i like these a lot a lot!!

omg! polkadot leggings can be this hot too!!

and, look what else i found online!

awww, so gorgeous righttttt! (:

oh! and we ate yummilicious korean food today, hmmm, personally, i dont enjoy korean food that much, but the bday girls kind of like korean cuisine. so (: we chose a korean restaurant! hahahas. shihui and jasumina and peishan found that the yummiest dish was actually the fried dumplings (because they actually taste like chinese food, which actually kind of defeats the purpose right.) and kimchi's really not my thing. it's spicy, sour and hmmm, made of grassy vegetables! =x eeeewws. will upload photos soon! am too lazy for now. =x

and happy bday to char! (the girl who's too busy to have a bday meal with me and lala) and to yvonnmina! and yiyun!!! (((:

abraham's promise.

2008-03-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

hmmmm, i suddenly thought of this novel, that i used as literature text back in secondary school. i dont recall the story anymore, but i vaguely remember that there's abraham, his wife rani, and his good friend krishna, and there's something about his son, i cant remember his name now. and the story was set in singapore. something that shld be so familiar but yet so unfamiliar then. and all i can remember is that abraham's life never seemed quite like what he wants and he was never a happy old man.

hmmm well, maybe it's true. none of us really get what we want in our lives. it's always something that's missing somewhere. and we often go in rounds doing things in a certain way to get what we want or we think we want or we think will turn out great. but that doesn't always happen, we seldom get what we want at the end of the day. and even when we do, it doesnt seem as great as it should be anymore. or what's worse, we never get to whereever we wanted to get to, and things we wanted. and we get lost and disappointed along the way, and only growing to learn that life isn't always easy. but maybe that's what makes us stronger at the end of the day. those things that we had always wanted but never gotten are things that aren't that great after all (it could actually be a blessing in disguise) and maybe one day, there's something way better at the end of the road, waiting for us. (:

hello, <3!

2008-03-13T01:41:00.012+08:00

hahahahaha, brilliantly, post CAs are always full of fun ((((:

we drank,

we mahjonged,

we shopped,

we got high,

and we played tonnes.

so here are the photos!

ohhh, anat group lunch! we didnt take photos of ourselves, but i did snap some photos of the food we ate! that's hmmm, huipei/bingcheng/zhiyong and hahahaha, huipei's earl grey at coffee bean!

and ta-dah! cafe iguana!! after the failure to conquest the nice place with cheryl before she left, i finally went there! hahahaha (((: it's really nice! that's us! hahahaha, ttt trying to be jealous that lil has a really huge drink, yummie nachos and lyd and me with the hugeee drink. i still dont think it tastes peach!

hahahaha. this is toilet photowhoring, once again. (while lilian was in the loo)

us us us!! ((((: i dont really like the flash though.

(: this is us again! hahaha, and lydia and i coincidentally wore black and white dresses! (((:
and yes, shihui and i cam-whored after being irritated with the 'late-night' shopping in town. apparently, it's only in wisma. :((( and we were trapped in taka for a while. hahahaha. such noobs. okay, i didnt just call myself a noob!
hmmmmm, i dont know why we did this, but im pretty sure it's my silly idea. =x
oh boy! look at the pretty black bowsss ((((: love!

oh! this is from EONS ago. when we were still lao-ing yusheng and singing kbox at nuss guild house(courtesy of lil's mom!) hahahaha.
and YES!! look at my new friend, ok, he was from my taipei trip, not that new, and i took this photo during the prev systemic patho CAs, but isnt he cute! hahaha. say hi! ((((:

alrights, seems like it's back to mugging season! 'we will prevail' hahahah, as mat always says! we will!

the blue book.

2008-03-08T23:40:00.002+08:00

christmas was many many many weeks ago. and i dont get many christmas gifts. dont buy much of them either. and i received a book last christmas. and i read it over once. and kept it aside.

and tonight, somehow, i took it out again. and started to read it, but this time round. i didnt finish reading the book. i guess i already know the ending of the book, so there was no urge to wanna finish it again. and this time round, i think i will keep this book away for good, and not read it again, no one likes a book with a bad ending.

the book taught us that the world isn't v kind to its people always, and we don't always get what we want and what we like. and that's the way it is. and things do end, feelings do disappear. it's sad but that's the way it is. and we'll learn that no one loves anyone else more than themselves and care for anyone else more than themselves. but that's alright, because that's the way life is. you can always choose to think otherwise, to believe for the better, to feel that everything else will be perfect in its own way, but maybe somehow, that's never quite the truth after a good long while.

and it was a nice christmas present. but christmas is long over, just like 2007 is.

sudden high, new low.

2008-03-08T02:23:00.002+08:00

alrights.
bid goodbye to the 13, THIRTEEN CAs of M2.
i hope it's goodbye, i want it to be goodbye.
thats the high that we're getting at 2.24am.

well,
now. meet the new low.
someone just told me that 'you know arh, a lot to study eh. when are you going to start arh'
hais.
this is the new low.
i realised, there's a lot also.
'and today arh, a lot of tikam leh, must make it for it with pros.'
i know that too.
that's the new LOW.

but cafe iguana was fun today!!! (((((:

judging.

2008-03-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

Ellen Pompeo (Dr. Meredith Grey): I did not try to drown myself in the bathtub.
Katherine Heigl (Dr. Izzie Stevens): Hey. I ate everything out of the refrigerator last night, everything, including a tub of butter. There's no judgement here.

okays. i was mugging mugging mugging (or atttempting to mug, attempting to mug, attempting to mug) and i thought of this quote from grey's all of a sudden. this reminds me of how we try not to judge other people's actions, esp when we know we're doing quite the same kind of shit as they are. but it's so damn easy to point fingers at them and say shitty things sometimes. it's sad and weird.

and you know, at some other times, when people start doing and saying the sort of stuff they shouldn't be doing or saying(things that you dont quite agree with as well), it's terrible, disgusting and sad. and it sucks more when you know them so well and you can't tell them straight in their faces how much you hate whatever they're doing, and how they can be such shitheads at times.

all over my face, it shows.

2008-02-27T23:11:00.003+08:00

okays. after 459643pple are going after me for photos on my pretty camera, i finally dig out my camera cable! and ta-dah! most of the photos are up on facebook already! (i only tagged the glam ones), if you want more photos, and they arent there, pls hang on. facebook photo toolbar died half way so not all the photos are up yet! (:

and these are my happy girls! (: camwhoring while waiting for xueli and moses to arrive ((((: we look happy right!! (: but cheryl left, my dear girl! enjoy your new school term in aus! (: you rock and you know it! ((((:

yupps, and i finally why cofm's open book, there's simply NO USE of those damn notes. only made me doubt myself more and confuse myself more during the paper. cofm is really disgusting. i hate it, and im so sick of my pharmaco notes.

and it's so cute to see yijing and zhiyong tag my blog after the cofm paper, i bet they're swearing away about cofm too. please tell me you are! hahahaha ((((:

standing this close.

2008-02-25T02:58:00.007+08:00

-delta goodrem, possessionless.

very nice song (: love it! (: (: (: listen to it! (: hohoho. this is what you do a few days before CAs. chat(try to chat online), and every other window is about work, ehh, what is this virus, or ehh, is this true or false? eh, this track how, gg already.
and i think we're all done for, at least i am. and there are chunks and chunks of t/f questions copied and pasted everywhere, hahaha, and we're all going wtf, i have never seen this crap before. hahahaha. it's quite funny actually. and the irony is, it's not just funny, it's not all the bad, a little fun at times actually. (: i feel rotten studying sometimes, but with all those pple out there with you, doing the same thing as you are doing, and trying your best to do it, understanding you the way you understand them, it's not that bad sometimes.

and nice pple like my s21 babes, who raided my bag on friday night to discover a set of CVS drugs notes sticking out, they are really sweet girls! ((: like lala! hahahaha. i think chingay @ heartlands was a nuisance to me on sat night, but i started whining so much to her that she probably felt that i was the nuisance. hahahaha. and how cheryl can start holding her pee when we discovered the mphosis sale, and we bought a lot of stuff (at least i did), and we ate a lot of food, and we talked a lot and we photowhored a whole lot(my laziness is stopping me from uploading the photos, will do it soon, hahaha) and we drank, well, not a lot. (: but it was so fun! v relaxing. now, cheryl's back in auss, :(. nvm. she'll be back pretty soon! in dec! (: time to mug again! ((((:

p/s: go listen to delta goodrem now! (:

you know you love.

2008-02-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

hello all my lovelies out there! happy valentine's day, honeyssss!!!!! i hope we all got lots of love today! (((((:

today's weird. i woke up like early, early enough to get to school on time. but i was really slow in doing my stuff and getting ready for school and i ended up being really late again. i got to the bus stop at like 15-20mins later than usual, but i was barely late for lessons by 10mins. i think it's btc! <3 it! best nus shuttle service ever. too bad i discovered it too late. (tmr's like the last official day of term for us all. nvm.) so yayy! but the first lecture was really boring, we all took turns to lie on the table and fall asleep for the 50mins i was in class.

oh! and we watched ps i love you! 6 of us! i havent met bo and joel in such a long time! hahahaha, bo is still as funny as ever, and joel's really shocked that weiming's gonna be gone for 6 years this coming aug/sept. hahahaha, and he was harping on the fact that weiming took this long to tell him that he's leaving for london. hahahahas. and ps i love you is simply good! ((((: i <3 the plot, i love the way the movie was done, and how hilary swank looked! she's so lovely in the show and she acts quite well! and the story's really moving. watch it, people! watch it! ((((; (((((:

and and and!!!! the biggest vday surprise ever!! jiayan called!! jiayan, my london babe called!!!! omg. i was so shocked. it took me a while, i thought it was a prank call, then i thought it was a scam(she didnt speak for a couple of secs), then i thought it's jy, then i thought it's gwen! then i heard jiayan!!! and i started exclaiming for the next min or so! hahahaha, and con't exclaiming all the way. hahaha (: and this girl actually lied to me, she told me she was back in spore, and i thought that she's really back at the airport, but she's not supposed to be back for another month or so. omggggg. and she's still in london, enjoying her hot vday at 3pm. (: omg! i love youuu. come home soon, alright!

and gwen!! i hope you're reading this as well. take care in taipei alrights, im sorry i cldnt send you off. enjoy taipei. email us soon! and we miss you already! half a year will be gone real soon, i hope. =x

a thousand times over.

2008-02-10T02:52:00.000+08:00

i think today has been a rather weird day. i did a lot of things that i havent quite done before in the past 16 hours that i've been up.

i watched yet about old american movie, roman holiday, starring audrey hepburn(yes, the same pretty lady again). and she's probably the reason how i knew about the movie. and it's so wonderful how the ladies in the show speak in such a nonchalant manner and how all the guys in the show sound so much like they're reciting lines from a documentary. the movie's quite nice, a little laid back and corny. the movie began with a paramount news report and it was so corny and old fashioned that i thought that it was part of some advertisement before the movie really started. but audrey hepburn is so pretty in the show! but she looks more like a girl in this show as compared to the pretty lady in breakfast at tiffany's! yes, im very into old american movies now.

oh, and i left the house really early for work! (; am proud of myself, but i got to work at the same time, -.- not so proud of myself anymore. because of the cny jam, everyone's chionging to everywhere to bai nian. hence, i wasn't early for work AT ALL. =p irritating.

and during dinner, i wanted to go get some dinner from the ntuc upstairs (2 levels above the clinic). and on my way, i realised that the bookstore was open. and i wanted to get the novel for breakfast at tiffany's, but apparently it's sold out. and the lady at the bookstore started chatting with me about books and them being turned into movies. hahahaha, i wldnt have imagined myself chatting with a bookstore lady about books and movies, but it was quite interesting. and we quite agreed that there hasnt quite been a novel so well illustrated by a movie that we find the movie a better catch than the book itself. and i bought yet another novel! kite runner! (: and i've read part of it already, it's really quite nice (((((:

finally, back at home after a day of work. and whilst talking to some friends, i found out about certain stuff i've never noticed or paid much attention to before. and maybe those things are actually pretty impt.
nvm, things will be good the way they are, at least for now.

moonriver.

2008-02-09T02:38:00.000+08:00

GONG XI FA CAI TO EVERYONE!!! HUAT AHHH. hahahaha. this sounds really happy because it's CNY!!! hahahahas. i hope everyone did get lots of angbaos and will con't to get more in the remaining days to come! :D

i think cny's a brilliant time to play mahjong, blackjack, have a really long meal by the steamboat and simply talk! and i saw my nephew! who's turning 2 this march. finally, i dont detest kids this much. hahaha. he's really cute! my cousin says that he's overweight and weights a mighty 15kg alr! doesnt sound like a lot to me, but according to my mom, that's quite a bit. dont know, but he's cute! hahaha, i seldom say that kids are cute. they're evil and noisy most of the time. (; they seriously are. omg.

and! i watched breakfast at tiffany's! holly golightly is such a pretty lady! the male lead in the show described her as her a lonely, frightened lady with a cat that has no name. and she didnt really had faith in the pple around her. and she didnt quite believe in love but more in money because she was afraid. she's somehow like another izzie, in another way with the same denominator of pretty faces with lives that stink a whole lot. but, she looked really gorgeous in that show, in her black pretty dress and her hair all done up. v v v pretty! (((; i wont mind watching it all over again!

girlfriends.

2008-02-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

hahahah. gera gave us some yummilicious goodies for cny in a pretty envelope, so i was thanking her for it, and heres what she said(thanks to brilliant shihui):

Pe@ch~G@ says (00:01):
haha.. i must make some clarification le
Pe@ch~G@ says (00:02):
just in case u get the misconception like shihui
Pe@ch~G@ says (00:03):
1) the purple mark on the envelope is not pen smudge but effect k.. delibrate one
peis. says (00:03):
hahahahahaha.
peis. says (00:03):
okayokayy.
Pe@ch~G@ says (00:03):
then 2) u try the cookies n chocolate le
peis. says (00:03):
i ate the chocs alr
Pe@ch~G@ says (00:03):
u noe it's not mould right.. its coca powder on it
peis. says (00:04):
hahahaha i know that one
peis. says (00:04):
shihui is so funny.
peis. says (00:04):
omg.
Pe@ch~G@ says (00:04):
shihui thinks i gave her mouldy stuff le
Pe@ch~G@ says (00:04):
make me so sad
peis. says (00:04):
she's so funny!
peis. says (00:04):
did she meant for it to be funny?
Pe@ch~G@ says (00:06):
oh no.. she didn't meant to be joking
Pe@ch~G@ says (00:07):
so sad right

hahahaha, my dear girls are so hilarious, i think gera feels kind of sad. just a little, but still, it's so funny!

the zahir.

2008-02-03T02:12:00.000+08:00

hmmmm, i finally finished reading the book. i bought it quite a while ago, (before the first round of many CAs i think), but i nv really had the time to read it. and i felt inspired when i saw deb and lilian reading novels, and i was like eh! i do have a novel waiting for me too!

it's a book that quite a few pple have read before, lilian thinks that it's not all that inspiring after that, i think ttt thought that it's quite a good read. personally, i think that somehow parts of it are pretty draggy but yet somehow the novel is generally really captivating. it's kind of like i really wanna read it on and on till the end. (but i did skip a couple of pages that were totally BORING.) but the sad thing is that his novels are pretty much similar. i've read two of them so far, the zahir and eleven minutes. though the 2 novels are set in pretty different context and backgrounds, they are both generally about people discovering themselves and the true meaning of love and life, tingled with inspirational stories here and there. it's nice reading such stuff once in a while but i guess i might not go on to read a 3rd book if they're all similar in that sense, or maybe i'll just give it a try.

thee.

2008-02-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

and so! i ponned cofm. =*( and my anatomy group spammed my tagboard(specifically melvyn, the man who supplied the source of laptop and blog address, zhenwei, the one who was jealous that i knew how boring the tutorial was and decided to skip it, and zhiyong, the one who couldn't get to talk to someone else (we all know who), during cofm and decided to be irritating and boliao) with 2 tags. hahaha, but it's really hilarious. i woke up at 1030(just as the first tutorial was about to end) and checked my blog, and surprising! hahahaha, i had 2 tags from them! i thought that they came from huipei! hahahaha my co-suanner cum backstabber and frontstabber. but apparently no, hahaha. it's the irritating guys this time =p

omg. and pbl, dont remind me. it's hellish embarrassing, thanks to sam's powerpoint presentation and my brilliant intelligence on how to delete slides on powerpoint in FRONT OF EVERYONE. don't remind me. sighs. =*( hahahaha, but at least! pbl's over! =D no more droning 4 hour sessions of rants and presentations. =x

:(

2008-02-01T02:28:00.000+08:00

okays, i feel pretty terrible now. and i think cofm tutorial is going to stink.

right or left.

2008-01-31T01:32:00.000+08:00

today! the anatomy group lao-ed yu sheng! at zhenwei's. we settled to meet at 12. at 1130ish, yijing smsed, 'peishan, i just woke up, will be late.' and later, more and more smses and stuff came in and more pple were going to be late. hahaha, so our plan of getting pple to meet at 12ish so that the thing will start at 1ish 2 did work! hahahahas. and before yusheng, we had spizza for lunch! yummilicious! and our yusheng laoing was like disaster in the making. hahahaha. we lao-ed EVERYTHING onto the table and the newspaper. i video-ed it on my camera, ask me for the evidence, it's hilarious, everyone just poured everything onto the papersss. hahahaha and zhenwei was like 'thats what the papers are for, -.-' which was really funny! and we were watching some crappy mtv chnl on nice fab weddings that the rich whites like to have. the bloody wedding cost some 550,000 usd! omg. the groom wasn't v happy. hahahaha. he must have been wondering if he really loved her and if she really loved him(or his money!) and i fell asleep countless times on zhenwei's couch. =x, and i was grabbing onto mandy's bag and sleeping. hahahaha. so mandy tugged her bag to wake me up. which was pretty embarrassing.

oh! and here's the worst part! i left earlier to meet the girls in bugis. and i remember hearing zhenwei telling me to turn right upon reaching the t junction, and so i did. and i walked for miles and miles and realised that there were no train stns. hahahahas. so i frantically started calling everyone in my anat grp and finally got to mandy to pass the phone to zhenwei to get directions. hahahaha i felt so silly, i was supp to turn LEFT upon hitting the t junction, not right. omg. im so silly! and i kept squealing into the phone because i've been covering negative distance for a pretty long way. AND, i gave up and got onto a cab in the end. (im becoming more and more like beeks, which isnt good.)

and! i met the sn girls for shopping and dinnering. we were pretty much unenthu in shopping, bedause the 3 poor girls were lugging laptops around. but i bought a dress! the one that i've been eyeing for quite a while and that made me pretty happy! and we ate pizza hut for dinner. (yes, i ate pizza twice in a day, how unhealthy and fattening, =x) hahaha and we saw a lizard on the other side of the glass and me and beeks were totally terrified! i took so many photos of pretty food today, but im really too tired to find the camera cable!

photos of today and the parties on last sat will be up real soon! =D

gimme more.

2008-01-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

ooohh. the weekend was pretty much a blast! met up with most of my nj classmates over 2 parties!! okay, the first one was more like a get-together gathering and we got really high. (and im still going to murder jasmine for making me walk miles and miles and miles. it was like an urban hike to look for mind cafe at boat quay!). hahahaha. we alighted at clarke quay and walked in rounds before we got to boat quay. hahaha. i think it's a girl's thing to have really bad directions. and both yvonne and i were v close to kill jasumina. like omg, some pre-activity warmup. hahahaha, but mind cafe was really high! and we made a lot a lot a lot of noise, after we kept quiet for a while, we realised that we were the only silly table making a hell lot of noise! and yvonne! that silly girl cheats for every game! and ends up winning them half the time! it's hilarious! and of course it was to celebrate anqi's bday! im so tired and all the photos are in my camera! will upload them really really soon!

and the second one was xueli's party. and this one, weiming took us cruising all over singapore in search for cheryl's place(this wasn't that bad yet) and cruising all over town(in search of timbre, being confused over timbre and timbre2.) hahahahas. and each time angela and i went OMGGG, weiming will think that he's about to crash, but no, we're actually exclaiming over the songs on the radio. hahahah and i think i nearly spoilt his radio by changing the stations umpteen times. hahahahas, please dont send the repair bills to me. =p will upload the photos from xueli's party soon as well! =DDD

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oh, and i heard this song over my ipod this evening when i was on my way home.

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i didnt quite remember having this song on my playlist, but it came out when i set my playlist on shuffle. been a while since i heard this song. but i kind of liked it and repeated it for a few rounds.

please remember

i was there for you and you were there for me.

please remember

our time together

the time was yours and mine

and we were wild and free

and remember

please remember, me.

and how we laugh and how we smile

and how this world was yours and mine

and how no dream was out of reach

i stood by you, you stood by me

we took each day and made it shine

we wrote our names across the skies.

we ride so fast, we ride so free.

i had you and you had me.

please remember.

it's a pretty song! i think it came from the coyote ugly ost! and thats how i first heard leann rimes! <3!>

ever ever after.

2008-01-27T13:08:00.001+08:00

omg! i havent seen this mtv before, though enchanted's long over. =p <3 her hair and her dress! (but gisele's a lot prettier though!)

hmmmmm.

2008-01-23T11:52:00.000+08:00

yday, we had a 'cheat/hint' lecture for patho CAs by the git lecturer. (she is super hilarious, there's like a pun or something sarcastic about what she says in every line or two.) which i cant say is really helpful, we dont know what she was hinting at. so we have problems figuring out what not to mug. (and deb wong is really really really trying to tell me now that it's useless to study liver/pancreas entirely.) pardon me for my hum-cheeness, but it's really scary to leave out 1-1.5 system entirely in peace. =x and tzetong really didnt have anything to copy down from that cheat lecture and i caught him writing down, 'dont write long stories.' after the lecturer said something like, 'when we ask you to list, you list. dont write down long stories.' hmmm, ttt, dont we kind of know that already? it's kind of a point to note mentally, not on paper, hahahahaha but it was kind of entertaining. =D

oh! and there was the last of med-law challenge-debate. where the doctors challenged the lawyers with this house believes that it's dangerous to pay lawyers more the doctors. was quite an interesting debate to watch. hahahaha, huipei was so agitated by the end of the debate that she looked like she was ready to wave some punches at the opposition, me and yus were simply too tired after spending the entire day in school and chatting and playing(instead of mugging) at coffeegrounds. yeas. and that delayed ALL of our study progresses for patho. ahahahaha and huipei has decided never to mug with peis again and yus is too nice to say anything of that sort!
and it'll be weird if the doctors trash the lawyers completely in debate, =p. so they won. but!! lifeng won best speaker! ;) she spoke really well!!!! and at the end of it all, we still won the med-law challenge! yayys!

2008-01-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

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this is a nice song, somehow, its a nice song for the night. ;)

FOOD BLOG! (this shows that mommy cooks real well!)

2008-01-21T15:18:00.001+08:00

hahahaas. its mugging season, hence weird photo taking.

well. only weird pple take photos of their own dinner dishes at home, so im weird. hahahas. but they're so pretty, it's hard to resist. she created some minced meat with crab stuffed into crab shells! which looks really pretty and taste really good. curry chicken and chicken chop with some really yummy sauce. (no, i didnt eat all of them at one go.)

AND! tis the season to PINEAPPLE TARTS!

the uncooked ones! they look good enough to eat already! ;)

ta-dah! the baked ones! ;)))) they taste as good as they look!

hahahaha, and now, the burning question, how come peishan's mom bakes and cooks this well, and peishan turned out to be like that. well, i wanna know either. (and in case you thought that the defective gene of bad baking and cooking's from my dad, not really, he cooks as well as my mom does). so no one knows where those defective genes for clumsiness, bad cooking and baking skills come from, maybe it's just an anomaly. =p

you probably don't have to.

2008-01-19T02:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm, i mugged v little, which isn't good, because it'll spill over to tmr's work. but well, as some pple always say, i worry too much. i think im not worrying too much since patho is on friday, but i shall taken it that im worrying too much, makes me feel better on a really really early saturday morning =D (friday's over! ((((: )

yea, and i was telling some of the pple ard, most pple arent taking the patho CAs too harshly on themselves (as compared to microB CAs or some other crappy CAs that we already had for M2). we're semi having we must mug hard enough attitude and semi having the there's just simply too much and it really doesnt matter if we cannot finish attitude. so its pretty okay, we're taking things in our stride and that's good.

BUT! im going to complain! i think it's quite irritating when some pple go, 'haiyer, med, so easy, pass can already, you dont even need to maintain a CAP, pass mahh, very easy one.' seriously, im this close to rolling my eyes at you and punching your face. and some other pple go, 'huhh, you holidays also must study arh, so mugger one' and then go, 'what? one test only?? not exams? why you study so hard. chey, i thought you have a lot of papers lehhh.' or even worse, 'hahahaha, another test again?? oh anw, i heard that you all start earlier than the rest of nus for 1 week.' or like, 'nvm lahh, 5 chapters only, so little, surely can finish one', and go hahahahahaa. seriously, i think ALL of the med students are getting some degree of this from our friends, not all of our friends, but some of them. it's either that they're really simply to free with no other crap in their lives to do but to suan us, or they find it really funny how hard we can mug(but it's not freaking funny at all), or they are just simply insensitive, simply irritating, or have nothing better to start a conversation with. well, if those pple really have nothing better to do, i think they should go learn some EQ and PR skills before taking to ANYONE AT ALL, or just lock themselves up to prevent themselves from being pests. and better still, if you're that freaking free, read some medical text man, and we'll try some true-false, if you pass the question, no rewards(we dont get any for passing) and if you fail it, i'll just kick you. and we'll see what's negative marking and hence, how hard we are mugging.
to be fair, most of my friends aren't like that though. but there are simply some of them, who are like ARGH! and i hope that those pple get eggshells in their omelette, worms in their fruits, bacillus cereus in their fried rice or vibrios parahemolytics in their oysters. =p

<3!

2008-01-16T16:57:00.001+08:00

hahahas. and so, with a collection of 3 designs, i sold off 2 of them already! YAYYS! the bracelet and the oriental love earrings! apparently, everyone thinks that oriental love's not too bad. (maybe it's the chinese new year that's coming. that's why!) i <3 the birdie pair! and i think i'll keep it for myself pretty soon if no one buys it. hahahahs. as manda said, peis is v inclined to making those stuff and ending up not selling them and keeping them all for herself! hahah EH! that's not true okays! (i hope not).

and i made a few more. but the photos are pretty poorly taken. i think they're ugly photos. so i decided not to upload the photos of the collages onto my blog. but i edited one of them to look like this. i kind of like the effect of the photo but it doesnt really show how the earrings really look like!

nvm, i shall take nicer photos after patho CAs end, and make them into the collages.

and patho, i think im so screwed for it! im reading like really really really slowly, and i cant remember most of those stuff, and im VERY sure i have plenty of missing notes (esp for liver and pancreas.) someone, please tell me how many sets of notes are there for these 2 chapters. *frowns*.

i'm doing this for.

2008-01-13T19:29:00.001+08:00

okaysss. our chilling time's over. breaktime's over. =

and over the few days, i shopped and shopped and shopped, i combed far east and wisma many times, till i think i remember what those shops sell already. hahahahas. but it's kind of fun, you know. to shop and tv and sleep in a real guilt free way! hahahahas. and i bought a couple of things. not really a lot, just a few, but i decided to get some stuff that i didnt get when i was out shopping. (im still thinking of them) hahahahas. and i met! adeline! hahaha beeks! and many other pple and it was nice seeing them and being away from med(though med just started).

and i watched avp2. hmmmm its kind of freaky! like 28 weeks later! things pop out everywhere and pple get eaten up and disintegrate into nothing with that blue-ish liquid, omgggg. and the sound effects are pretty freaky too, but the girl's quite hot, the guys aren't v cute though. =x

and, and, grey's ended. (according to damian's blog, it did.) and like i've always said, grey's like human life magnified in the bad way. which is totally true. so sad but so realistic. most of the couples actually went their separate ways. izzie is still my girl, and george, not that much of my man anymore. he's like using the girls to find the real him, and not loving them, he! wasn't v nice to izzie, he sucks! =ppppp dislike him already. izzie is still the girl with the pretty face but the miserable life. =x

hohohoho and over the the last few days! i finally got myself to do whatever i wnated to do. make accessories. and attempt to sell them! hahahas, i've made a few. bought lots and lots of materials, but ran out of gold chain, so this is what i did.

and jiayan made me really happy by wanting the pair of oriental love! <3!! href="http://lovelylilthings.blogspot.com/">http://lovelylilthings.blogspot.com/! if you think they're fugly, please tell me okays! and if you love them, tell me as well! and since patho's coming right up, it'll be a while till i make a couple of sets of accessories to launch the next collection!

i think.

2008-01-05T19:47:00.000+08:00

i think microb is driving me hell nuts. those freaking bacts and antibiotics. what the *.

and i was thinking about many things (with my notes in my hand, i was supposed to be reading them). i was thinking why do i always take such long periods of times to make certain decisions and kind of go to and fro about them for a couple of times before really really deciding and doubting my decision and going back and forth again.

it tires me and the people ard me as well. i think half of the people are tired of hearing me switch back and forth in my decision making and telling them my new decisions every once in a while. and each time, i'll try and reason out what i do, and the more i flip back and forth, the more the reasons sound like excuses. maybe most of them are excuses anyway.

and maybe it's just that some things are hard to give up, though you know you have to, because it's not right to do some things in certain ways. but it's so tough to get your mind fixed on the hard side, accept it and tell someone else the bad decision that you've made and make the next person suffer along with it as well. and im sure i'll get someone hating me for that. it's so just terribly evil and it makes me feel that karma exists and what goes around will come around somehow.

but some decisions have to be made somehow, i'm sure we'll all forget about this part of our lives and these terrible decisions at some point of time.

just like what jy has always told me, peishan, when we look at our lives 10years later, we'll be laughing at how we were 10 years back. yeas. maybe 10 years later, we'll be laughing at ourselves and we'll forget what tough choices we had back then.

this is a sign.

2008-01-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

my f21 browsers arent loading, half of them say image coming soon, this is a sign. that i shld close all my IE windows and go back to my notes! hahahahas. there's something wrong with my modem these days, the pages dont really load well anymore.

okays, anyway!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR, everyone! i hope we all had a brilliannnnnntt new year's eve and brillliaannnntt new year day! time to make your resolutions. i kind of made mine in that bizarre, weird and messy post before this one! and the most important one on the list: STUDY HARD! hahahhas.

okays. and 2008 has to be better than 2007, alright! it's gonna be so good that you dont want it to end! (i hope!) hahahaas. so enjoy the brilliant new year!

anw, i cant wait for cny to come, it's the good food, the nice angpows and the shopping for clothes season! hahaha, but the angpows shld come first, with the pineapple tarts too! =D

2007.

2007-12-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

omg, this year is going to end in a couple of mins, feels quite surreal. my year feels chopped up, thanks to the nus calendar. but i must say that im pretty glad that 2007's over(it's been a pretty great year, though not everything was great).

last year was filled with uncertainty, new school, new course and new friends. this year is pretty much different, my year was filled with med med med and med. omg and m1 pros. that freaked the hell out of me for a good while. whether i was going to make it to m2 or not. now, whether im going to make it to m3 or not is freaking the hell out of me again. and i have a microb CA coming up, not exactly the best thing right! hahahaha. but it's not that bad after all as well.

and certain friends became closer and some others not so. but i think it's really good and im really glad that there are some pple who are really heartwarming to be with at the end of the day. the ones who are always there and being really nice, telling me that im not silly or irritatng(which i know i perfectly am).
i promise you guys that i will worry less in the coming year, remember more things im supp to remember, mug harder(i know mat, i can hear you whining at me for not mugging alr), hmmmm, not be late for lectures so much(it's okay, i know i can always join yus at the back when im late! it's fun to sit with her!), hmmm, may more attention to mark taylor and all his practicals(if there are anymore, i wont sleep in the MB lab again, i'll try not to), stop complaining to pple(like shihui, i think you'll change your mobile no soon, and not give the new one to me if i con't whining at this rate), stop saying that the sky will fail, stop eating chicken chop from the sci canteen(i need to watch my cals if i dont wanna die so soon), bring the right notes on the right day(so that lilian doesnt get the chance to write thief peishan on my notes! -.-), stop suanning and being mean to ade(so she doesnt do the same to me), stop posting msn convos on my blog(so that jy will con't telling me weird funny things), stop the whole cupcake thing(so that hp can get some rest and peace), stop making evil comments loudly(so that my friends and i wont get killed somewhere out there), and so many other things!! omg. hahahha.

yeas. this year had 4594350439530539events packed into 365 days, i cant believe so many things can actually happen in a single year. bad things happened, sad things did happen too. but happy things happened as well. though we always remember the bad ones, but it's okay. we'll learn to talk about the good ones more in the brand new year. and things were good while they lasted in 2007. and may the good things con't happening in 2008.

and so happy new year to you all. i've decided to save all my smses and not let singtel have a chance of eating them up. i know some of you are going to read this! so happy new year to all those reading this. and i love you guys! (esp to those who listened to my constant, brainless, senseless whining and nagging and bitching and having to comfort and console me when my grades were bad. hahaha, i bet you guys really wanted to kill me, but didnt have the heart to, so thank you! you guys really really really rock! i know you love me, you know you love me too! )

so guys! have a great new year. i want 2008 to come NOWWWWWWW.

girls.

2007-12-30T15:05:00.000+08:00

you know something, i think jy is so going to kill me for this! hahahahahas. but this is why she's part of the lovely girls i know. hahahahas.
(to make up for the loss that she wasn't in the grp photo).
jy, pls spare me, the new year's coming. =D

peis. said: but im supp to bathe first
peis. said: im too lazy to do that
peis. said: v gross right???
jgd jiayan said: haha thats like me
jgd jiayan said: sometimes i wake up and im too lazy to pee
jgd jiayan said: so i go bck to slp
jgd jiayan said: :P
peis. said: OMGGGG
peis. said: JY!
peis. said: im so going to paste that on my blog! for the whole world to know that j holds her pee to bed
peis. said: my dear girl! how to sleep in peace while holding pee?
jgd jiayan said: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
jgd jiayan said: I DO!!!
peis. said: omgggggg.

this really woke me up, in the middle of the night at 1am, and i did bathe after that, jy. =D am not as grosss YET. the day will come.

and this morning, cheryl smsed me excitedly about her gold earrings that are square-ish and shiny and so perfect that they didnt sound like they exist. i gave up looking for them. but jq found them! hahaha, that's makes all of my 8 lovely girls. hahaha. and her brilliant bf.

happy new year. =D

christmas.

2007-12-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

hahahaha, the simplest reason why i love these girls. aren't they lovely? (:

and! listen to this song!

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get up and use your voodoo
you know you want it bad

you know, i love the spice girls too, ;) hahahahas.

it's not over.

2007-12-25T16:03:00.000+08:00

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okay. nothing to say.

=D

2007-12-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

(hahaha, this post is only up on 281207 because i didnt upload my photos! so i kept the entry as a draft!)

=D the week has been a blast! hahaha or at least i had lots of fun in the past week, enough of having fun and then i shld start mugging soon then! =D

i went shopping for shoes with my mom on tue! hahahaha not the typical shoe shopping, but more of shopping for track shoessss! =DDD for my mom actually! =D see! my mom's healthier than i am eh, which is kind of embarrassing. i shall motivate myself to run more and then get myself new track shoes. =DD and we went to anchorpoint! the place looks damn different! it's prettier and newer now, with lots and lots of factory outlets. not bad eh. there's charles and keith factory outlet too! but i didnt get any shoes =D hahahahas.

hajilane!

me and nee were waiting for ade and cher so we cam-whored!/ade/tribe!in choc!
us!!!cher took this!/cher/only me and cher were intended to be in the photo. =x/pluck! the pretty cafe!
rafflescity!/cher!/nee!/us in the little red shiny ball!

and we hajilane-d on wednesday! it was drizzling, but okay lahh. at least it wasn't pouring. and we walked around, things are seriously overpriced eh! i wonder how come all the diff mags always recommend haji lane as a good shopping haunt. we ended up with nothing. =x but we found a nice little boutique cafe place, it's called pluck! nice little cafe with nice red seats, v pretty looking! =D and we ate some desserts there and sat there for a v v v long time! much better than walking around. and after an afternoon at haji lane, we adjourned to the more conventional shopping malls, suntec and raffles city! i must say that riverisland has got v pretty wallets at pretty affordable prices! with kisslock! my favourite kiap-ing part of the wallet! hahahaha, its not v useful and it will become loose, but it's really really really cuteeeee!! hahahaha i want everything with a kisslock! =D a kisslock wallet, a kisslock bag! ok, i sound stupid now. and mango sale! omg! we mango sale-d! but i didnt buy anything! hahahaha how great is that! brilliant right! =D i saw pretty shades. but ade thinks that all my shades look the same, fine, saved some money then!! =DD

cmc sleepover!

hahaha, we had a mini sleepover at lilian's and i only got there at like 11plus. and the rest were alr playing boogle or is it boggle. i must say that lilian and lydia are really good at it! and tzetong and i are like DAMN sucky at it! but tzetong is even worse than i am! considering that im totally new to the game! no wonder cheryl nah keeps telling me how fun the game is, okay lahh. not too bad. just that i keep losing. and kenneth enjoys challenging me because he knows that im going to be lousier than he is. -.- and we played poker! eh! i kept losing! unfairrr. and lydia kept winning! and i didnt take out my camera, so we didnt really cam-whore the whole thing. except one photo, when the girls tried to stop me from falling asleep on lilian's bed! hahaha and the guys cldnt be bothered with us at all, they were doing something on the comp. till we decided to watch love actually!! =D i chose it because i love natalie! and the prime minister! hugh grant! the loveliest couple of all! but i fell asleep before their story came on! and ttt felt without anyone of us realising! =x but not bad! we shld have one more sleepover! before term starts! =D

flea market @ riverwalk
beeks!/dessertssss!/ade!

see, we decided to try another unconventional shopping haunt. flea marketing, but it's kind of messy and crowded and we the lazy girls refused to dig for brilliant buys. so we got disappointed again. =x and while beeks went off to meet her friend for a reading outing(how bogus does that sound), me and ade adjourned to fareast! =DDD hahahaha v nice! i loooooove shopping! and we met glenda at fareast!

oh, but before that! we ate yummie jap desserts! at azaku soba! is that the name! quite yummie, just that hot balls are actually hotcakes in the shape of balls?? we didnt really expect that! we loved the red bean thingy!!

oh! and this photo! one fine day when shihui and i went to watch golden compass, cant remember when that was. but its been a while since i've seen shihui, so we took a photo =D

okay. and i spent sunday working. not exactly v interesting. and im suffering from the post flu vaccination side effects. sighs. but it's been a GOOD weeeeekk =DDD

yawns.

2007-12-11T12:13:00.000+08:00

hahahaha. im really sleeepy. but somehow, i always tend to wake up at 10plus in the morning and not be able to get back to bed. zzzzzz. but i wanna sleep somemoreeee. =x oh no. maybe i'll sleep earlier tonight and see if it works!

and i watched the kingdom last night! with weiming and gwen. it's a pretty nice show! jennifer garner was wowww! really garang in the show! and the saudi man was quite funny in the way that he didnt get a lot of amercian slangs and crude language. it's definitely a nicer catch than hitman, though weiming thought that hitman was not bad too(because of the pretty russian girl, who was dressed really, hmmm, well. hahahaha) but eh, the action of kingdom was so much better! hahahas, and gwen was quite terrified of all the gruesome scenes. but it was a nice show =DDD

and now! i shall con't re-watching greys. i feel like an idiot, but grey's is addictive. everyone thinks that im mad. hahahaha. =p but well, thats what holidays are for!!

don't sail away.

2007-12-09T18:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm, i love this song! and i love this mtv! i couldnt believe that this was by a chinese singer! and i think the mtv is really really really nice too!! somehow! i think there's an older rendition of this by some english singer, but i just cant find it! but it's a nice lazy song! =DDDD

p/s: it takes quite a while to load! but it's worth the wait! =D

keep on rockin'

2007-12-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm CAs ended eons ago, but i didnt get down to blogging much, nor did i upload photos. im l.a.z.y. =x i movie-marathoned, shopped endlessly and ate a lot over the psat 1.5 weeks. because holy shit! more CAs are awaiting us when term starts. so we'll play all we can for the time being!!! =DDDD hahahahs. which makes playing quite tiring sometimes, but it's good tirin' though =D hahahahas.

hahaha. this came from really long ago. the first day that CAs ended. ok, not that long ago, just last monday. but it feels like its been a really long time! hahahaha. and i didnt eat that plate of fatty food! it's zhiyong's and huipei's (ahhh-heemmm.) hahahahas. oh! and we caught enchanted that dayyy! hahahahas. its HILARIOUS. me and mandy were laughing so hard that i guess the kids in front were pissed at us. because we were so so so skeptical about all the fairytale scenes. happily ever and silly singing in the park, hopping around the benches acts. it's so funny that i wont mind watching it again. hahahahas.

and on some other day, i cant remember which, i watched hitman with moses and weiming. hmmm, ok lahh. not a very nice show.(and the 2 idiots tried to trick me into watching 30days of night! irritating pple!!!) but i finally met up with them. and now that cheryl's back from aust, we can meet up mooreee. but apparently, rj's busyyyy =*(((( sighhhsss.

ohhh anat group girls went shopping this week! and me and huipei had some impromptu shopping as well, huipei blew more than 100bucks and i blew around 50bucks on a top alone. okays, i think we suck! hahahahaha. we shld save more and spend less! =x but the next shopping trip wasn't that fruitful. most of us didnt manage to get anything. =xxxx nvm! the company was great! we had a lot of fun sitting around and gossiping and talking and freezing in the fast food restaurant. hahah =DDD and i caught golden compass with shihui at night! my brother had extra tickets to the show so we watched it together! not bad!! tonnes better than hitman -.-. but seriously, it shldnt be rated G. me and shihui were startled at so many scenes when something suddenly popped up from somewhere or furiously charged at something else. and frankly speaking, if i were a kid, i wldn't be really happy to see polar bears in amour and charging at one another in that manner. that's damn sick and scary. but i must say that nicole kidman is really really really hot in the show. omg. =DDD she doesnt look her age and she acts damn well!!! =DDDDD

and i met my pretty girls, beeks and cheryl nah. =D i havent seen my pretty lawyers in a really long time too. adeline was supp to come! but the silly girl went to langkawi already. nvm. and since ade wasn't there for me to attack, i continously attacked beeks and cher throughout the night. hahaha. and they thought that i was going mad, dont worry! everything's under control, jst that the rickshaw and trishaw joke was really quite funny. or at least, i thought it was really funny. =x

i have somemore photos. but the blogger uploading tool is dying on me time and again. will upload those v v v soon =D hahahas. and i think i have some photos stuck on lilian's camera. and i always forget to kope them from her! and yus went off the japan! i wanna go as well. =xxxx

i thought we could.

2007-12-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

i read jy's blog. and i saw this.

jgd jiayan says (2:48 PM):sorry ! i miss sunshiny jiayan!
jgd jiayan says (2:48 PM):i want her back!
jgd jiayan says (2:48 PM):where did she go!
peis. says (2:48 PM):yeas, i miss sunshiny jy too
peis. says (2:48 PM):but i think she needs a break
peis. says (2:48 PM):we all need breaks at some point of time
peis. says (2:48 PM):im really tired too

2plus pm for her is probably like some in the middle of the night chat for me. im so tired that i cant even remember that i said this to her. but reading this made me sad for a little while. it's sad to watch your gfs be unhappy or whine about unhappy things with your gfs(though its always the best remedy.)

we've always seen one another prancing around sn as happy little girls, feeling happy about orange bowls. it's sad how life can make us grow up sometimes. things dont go our way anymore, we cant quite accept ourselves being just average. no one wants to be just average. but things dont always happen the way we want them to. we dont mean to do evil things, we dont mean to say evil stuff. but they come out somehow, anyhow sometimes. there's no time for breaks, no time for rests, no time for naps, resting somehow makes us see our insufficiency more. i thought i was mad, i worked 21 hours out of the 48 hours weekend, and jy told me maybe, it's because we wldnt accept anything less than ourselves and that it's out of kindness that i covered a day for a colleague who cldnt make it for work. maybe it was, or maybe i did it because it gave me less time to think about how i shld deal with my less than average life.

i guess we all need a break, and maybe things will be better then. not a day off school, but a nice long break with no one weird to disturb.

try to fill me without.

2007-11-24T11:59:00.000+08:00

omg. i so shldnt have checked my CAs reults yesterday. damn it damn it damn it. and i was so irritated that i called yusrina immediately to whine about it!!! dont check it if you havent, or okay, maybe not everyone suffers the same fate as i do. so my whining and moping took up my friday night. darn =x. but im glad that some friends ard are quite good at this consoling thing. hahaha like yus, deb and kenneth. everyone was telling me to chill and that it'll be okay while i was semi going insane. haahahas. each time, i pity the person who checks a grade that turns out bad for me. the person usually will be victimized and have to listen to my rantings for hours without fail. haiyoh! and i made silly mistakes for NS. i think it happens for everyone, but my mistake is by far the silliest eh, im about to kill myself. grrrrrrrrrr. i will mug harder, and take the cue from mathew, mug or die. =*((( i'd rather mug than die.

okay. im off to do patho. i cannot perform silly stunts on monday again, during my patho mcq. i will so kill myself at the end of it all. this is NOT fun.

.

2007-11-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

yday, we had pdcp. i wanted to pon it. i really wanted to. but everyone was going, so i went. yayys. but it wasn't exactly the most interesting thing on a early friday afternoon. -.- we had to do this self reflection exercise. and we were asked to write the name of a person closest to us on a piece of paper. so, in an attempt to save paper, i didnt write anything down. =D and then, after a while we were supposed to imagine that those pple we loved actually died or something. and we had to squash up the paper.
and after classes ended, zhiyong and zhenwei were telling us how they wrote abbas and robins down as their favorite closest person and squashed them up. and since they're gone, we dont have to read them for CAs anymore. and how they were glad that they killed abbas and robins and didnt have to read them anymore. hahahahs. my friends are funny pple. =D how i wished that was true, omg. those books, are omg, thick like the yellow pages with such small prints that i think they shld be thrown away. =*(

sleep.

2007-11-14T17:22:00.000+08:00

i'm tired, very very very tired. i think i need to sleep more, but i'm already sleeping excessively. i think i'm just too tired of everything around here. the mugging, the school, all the crap. christmas is coming soon, and somehow, christmas shouldn't come. christmas just sounds too happy to fit in right now.

and more summer lovin'.

2007-11-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

cmc chilled at timbre after CAs ended on wed, with nice music from EIC. but the photos are with lilian, i realised that the photos that i took werent as nice as those from her camera. so i shall take the photos from her really soon and upload them =D hahahahas.

mugging is really bad, but chilling rocks. and the chilling and playing after mugging rocks more. so i really hope that all the CAs will be over real soon! and we can shop. chill. eat. shop. chill. crap. bitch for as long as we want. cant be any happier! =D

summer lovin'!! <3

2007-11-11T18:02:00.002+08:00

hahaha, my blog posts recently are all photoless, doesnt mean that the photowhore hasn't been photowhoring, it's just that i havent had time to compile and make the photos into collages to post them up on my blog, so here comes the really overdue photos.

this is when jiayan left, this is how long i havent uploaded photos for! and we miss you, j!!! our many groupshots/ade and shih/me and cher pigging out at popeye's.

and ade's bday!!!! we had yummy thai food at stickyrice. ok, only me and cher found our food yummie, the rest were whining how bad their rice tasted. =x so ermmm, not a recommended dining place!! =x ade,nee,cher/yw,nee,peis/cherandme!/ade!!!/our food!!/the pretty menu
hahaha. this is random cmc chilling, one of the saturday nights at starbucks. hahaha. i called this hello@orchard starbucks. but know something? hello@orchard doesnt exist anymore. hahahahas. so i gave nonexistent directions. =x kenneth(mrlate)/tzetong and lyd/tt lyd and lil pretending to be discussing about the parenting mag/lyd and lil/tzetong/mat and me/tt and me/ the rest of them/ lil and mat!
and we went familyingggg. and had yummy teppanyaki at my brother's place! this was how much yummilicious food we had!!!
and FONDUE!! fondue makes me fat! but happy at the same time =DDD and satay!! droolssss, i want more satay nowwww.
hmmmm and this is us! at the tenppayaki dinner!!! my brother with his mouth full of food/ my mommy who's really proud of her biggie prawn/ my daddy! and them happily posing with food and busy at the hotplate, poor mom got cut off the last photo. oooops.

<3!

2007-11-06T13:05:00.001+08:00

hahaahs. peis is really slow, jy's bday is long over now. and this post is to wish the pretty babe a happy bday!!!! =DDDD. you know i love you! =DDDDD (next time round, we'll take photos where we're smiling prettily into the camera!!) i hope you had a blasting bday this year, but how great can it be without peis around! hahahas, im just kidding! enjoy london, babe! and we'll sentoooosaaa very soon again! =D

hohohoh. and im supposed to be mugging. immuno and microb, omg. faints. cofm was bad, v bad. hahahas. lets hope we have some fun after the tests tmr. we owe ourselves a long overdue break from the texts.

2007-11-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

it's still the same song. am loving it so much that it keeps playing on my computer.

i remember laughing on that river's edge
trying to get you to jump with me
trying to get you to fall for me
and your trembling heart
it beats so fast
holding hands you promised me
holding hands we counted to three
and i felt your slipping fingers
and i saw you change your mind
and if i havent dragged you in with me
would have let me died,
without you.

dublin sky.

lemmings.

2007-11-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

hmmmm. have you ever heard of the lemmings? those small rodents who seem to commit suicide off the cliff by following one another. and copying the actions of the others. though it has always been a misconception that lemmings hurl themselves off the cliff by following their friends, people have always cited the lemmings theory. well, lemmings, hmmm lemmings seems like rodents that aren't too scary looking, unlike mice. but they do scary things. and i first heard of the stories at one of virginia cheng's leadership talk in nj. and no, i didnt fall asleep during those talks, i did listen. and i found it interesting but i nv thought that it could really apply to human, people, beings.

but today, i found a very warped rendition of the lemmings theory. i was appalled when i read what i did. but you know, just a little shocked, maybe very. the details seem a little weird and off. even my friends are puzzled.

well, oh boy, lemmings. lemmings still do exist, in a weird warped way though. lack of creativity, thats what shihui calls it. tired minds cant seem to think v well on their own right? i remember having this exercise book in primary school that says free expression. you write essays down based on your own free thoughts, but mostly, tchers give u some topic as a guideline to follow. kids thought of their own stories then, they had a mind of their own then. no one else read anyone else's work, thought about it and used it as their own else where. just doesnt seem right to do it. maybe those were the kiddy days, doesnt seem to apply now. really makes me wonder how many people spend time thinking and generating their own thoughts rather than lifting that of others. like the lemmings, maybe it's easier and faster and more foolproof. maybe those pple like doing it like that. maybe they find it easier on themselves. suit yourself. i dont like it that way. never do, never will. nevermind if you dont understand this entry. you don't really have to.

beautiful girls.

2007-11-02T15:42:00.001+08:00

A woman should maintain a certain sense of mystery about herself, and I think that can continue to any age." --Angela Lansbury

ok, i stole this from li pui wing jackie because i thought that it's a beautiful quote. yeas, =D

and im sleepy, v sleepy. i fell asleep on my notes so many times, it's hard to count. i want to sleep, again.

dublin sky.

2007-10-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

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i was randomly looking for songs online and i found this song. it's from 2004, i guess. but i've never heard of it back then. it's a pretty song. a sad song, but a pretty song beautifully sung with a tinge of sadness. the type of song that will spinning on your player on a night like this. a cool breezy night after the rain in your study room. (while you're desperately trying to remember anti viral drugs with names that sound like some martian). and that got me pretty pissed with virology and so i started looking for songs and i found this! sad, but nice song. not v sad. more of a lazy song. i like it though! makes me really wanna see the dublin sky somemore. gives it a different meaning somehow.

special ones.

2007-10-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

today, i kind of stayed for the cofm presentations on the different special schools in singapore. we all wanted to leave but the lecturer was already walking in so we had to stay on and watch those pple present. i was quite reluctant to stay on initially(but i slept my bit during the bact lecture), so i was pretty much awake and listened through all the presentations.

and i found out that actually there are a lot of people out there who are a lot more unfortunate than we are. we probably always knew that they existed, but probably we're too caught up with our own lives to be bothered with them. i'm pretty sure that most of us said in our interviews that we wanna read medicine because we wanna help those who are ill, those who's got some defects in them and we wanna heal them so that they can go back to normal and lead normal lives. but at the end of the day, so much mugging drains us away and makes us forget why we really wanna do medicine. we care more about upcoming CAs, exams, trivials about immuno and microb than those people around us. those people whom one day will be our potential patients and those wom we need to relate to and try our best to render help in one way or another to make their lives a little easier, like ours.

maybe medicine isn't just about treating the man who came in with stroke or AMI, okay. those patients have to be treated. but we've always forgotten about the patients who are born with congenital defects, who suffer the aftermath of strokes and those who just wanna be normal like us. maybe that's why some people call medicine an art of healing, rather than science. maybe that's why cofm is important. maybe, there's a lot more to the career as a doctor than just notes. it's about the people, the patients, the way we understand and relate to them, the way we look after their needs, the way that we do not forget about those suffering from disabilities and have to deal with life-long management, their problems might not be as pressing as acute cases, but maybe they need help and support more than anyone else.

and maybe, today's presentation wasn't that useless, maybe it's not even useless at all.

friends.

2007-10-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

as we grow older, we kind of make more friends because we get to know more pple through the different workplaces, schools, parties or courses that we go to, or through a certain friend's friend or stuff like that. our social circle keeps expanding and expanding.

but seriously, at the end of the day, i've always wondered, how many of those friends that we make later in life are the really close friends. sometimes, it seems to me that we tend to stick closer because of the setting that we're in. when in fact, sometimes friends that we made when we were young are often much closer to heart. actually, there's nothing v wrong with that, (though this doesnt sound very nice or nice at all.), but maybe it is because, we had a chance to grow up with friends that we made when we were younger. we saw how one another grew up, how one another matured, how one another made choices, how one another fell down and got up again, becoming stronger and better pple. we saw how hard life were at certain point of time in life, how hard it was to make certain decisions, and how hard we worked together to get through those tough times and come to where we are now. we saw how beautiful these friends can be in times of crisis, in times of joy and in times of hope. we saw how these friends cried with us, laughed with us and had fun with us through many stages of our lives. a simple sms or phonecall could make a seemingly idiotic, stupid and terribly wrong day seem quite right at the end of it all.

maybe, it's just because growing up together makes us closer.

and i grey-ed for the week. this greys is kind of disappointing. it seems like the only thing that they do is mess up their interpersonal relationship is to sleep around with their friends, colleagues, bosses and patients. seems like of wrong but that's just what's going on more and more with each episode. this episode seems to be losing the usual flavour, not as good as usual. and izzie's still the girl and omalley's still the man, but pls, stop doing horrid things like homewrecks and failed marriage. they aren't cool, at all.

moving forward.

2007-10-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

i was reading this blog. somehow random blog, but not that random to some extent as well. and all i wanted to say is that, sometimes, life isnt easy. or rather, life is never easy. but it's nice to see that someone has moved on and found better stuff in life to be happy about. it's good to have brilliant friends sticking around to pick you up and some pple are just not worth your time. so for those brilliant friends, they're just simply great. and for the others, maybe it's time to delete them off your phonebook. everyone deserves to treat themselves a little better!

and yes! CAs are coming. and YET! peis went shopping today. how brilliant. and i rang cher and ade up! because i couldnt decide if i shld get my f21top. i got it ultimately. im so so so poor and feel so so so sinful. it's alright! shopping was good. i havent walked all over town in such a happy mood for a real long time! =D so hoorays! and levinsons! here i come! =D

sunday afternoon.

2007-10-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

found this one someone's blog. and decided to do it, out of boredom.
5 snacks i enjoy:
1. apple strudels.
2. kinda bueno
3. meiji chocs.
4. yami yogurt! peach =D
5. pearlie soya milk! its like the official anat grp drink!

5 songs i know the lyrics to:
1. love to love you, the corrs.
2. the way - clay aiken
3. take my breath away - emma bunton
4. everything - michael buble
5. amazed! lonestar.

5 things i would do with 100 million:
1. buy my hermes berkin and buy jiayan her ysl muse!!! omg!
2. pay for my bond so that the next 5 years of my life after med sch doesnt belong to MOH. (that is if i successfully finish med school)
3. omg, buy my mini cooper, and i can still afford a couple other cars man! =DDD
4. no, but i need my driving license first. but i dont need 100 million to get my driving license
5. HAHAHAHA, donate it to YLLSOM and make it the new YPSSOM, ok v lame. i prob wont do that. med sch has got enough money and apparently to building the new med lib fast enough. sci lib is like over a hill. how tiring.

5 places i would run away to:
1. hmmmm. not like run to, but i wanna visit. SEATTLE! omg. there's where grey's anatomy comes from! i wanna see seattle, i wanna see joe's bar, i bet they're all fakes. but at least where they did grey's! damn cool!
2. 5th ave! omg. hahahaha. esp after watching nanny diaries, maybe i'll meet chris evans in one of those lifts. =D okay, im dreaming alr.
3. sweden! hahaha, those swedes made their country sound kind of pretty that day.
4. hokkaido! esp when the flowers bloom! super super pretty and pretty winter weather! =D
5. france! omg. hahaha =D that absolutely pretty place! =DDDD give me my airticket NOWWWW

5 things i would never wear:
1. hahaha lime green jeans. though coloured skinnies are in, lime green seems hmmmm, off.
2. platforms. hahaha. at least not in this era. they belong to the spice girls and spice world era.
3. hmmm i dont know, any other things that seems weird and gross! hahaha. =x

5 bad habits:
1. hmmmm saying mean things. hahahah, adeline thinks im the greatest meano ard! hahaha, but hello fellow meano! hahaha .we're both as mean.
2. hmmmm. being late. omg. i am never early, or rather never on time. i think my pbl tutor hates me. out of the 8 sessions, i was late for 2 of them and walked in when he started alr. he hates me!
3. picking on food. esp vegs. i hate vegs, i think they're evil things.
4. messiness and untidiness. im so untidy that it's quite impossible for me to find my keys at times. everythings like a blah in my bag. =x
5. hahaha being really violent to guys. i tihnk everyone in my anat grp agrees with that. hahahas. i verbally abuse every guy in my anat grp. hahaha and i've punched half of them before. hahahaa. i think it's a matter of getting used to .

5 biggest joys:
1. omg! coke light! greatest invention ever! how can a drink like that be 0 cals! pls let it be 0 cals or else i will sue the coca cola company. i drink so much coke light.
2. hahaha grey's anatomy. the weekly doses of emo and omalley keeps this fun.
3. shopping. omg. hahaha retail therapy. it's truly good! =D
4. girltalks! hahahas. girlfriends are omg! great =DDDD
5. sleep. sleep is good, esp when we get so little of it thesedays.

5 fictional characters i would date:
1. i bet you all know who im going to write as choice no 1!!! omg! GEORGE OMALLEY! forget the izzie and callie showdown, george is mine! hahaha. thats what i told damian, i think im going mad.
2. chris evans in nanny diaries! he's so cute in there!
3. pete from private practice! that alternative med guy.
4. okok, if im a guy! i will wanna date izzie too. omg she's hot!
5. or hmmm. felicia chin, pretty babe too!
see! there arent enough cute guys going ard. =p

ok
so you see,
peishan is really bored although she cant finish mugging her immunology. i bet im not going get to sleep tonight. i NEED to get this done TODAY. omg. =x

hari raya.

2007-10-14T10:39:00.000+08:00

hahahhs. yday was public holiday, and it was a saturday! that means i had 1.5 of my normal pay. fwahahaahhaha. and there are generally fewer patients on a public holiday, double the goodness then. brilliantly happily till the smart one pulled a smart stunt at 940 and i had to knock off real late, missed my shuttle bus and hence, ended up in town real late! =p humph. so much for the superheros act. bah, whatever!

and we starkbucked! and javachiped! and talked and supper-ed and talked and i feel fat now. i drank and ate so so so many things yday. i shld opt for a yong tou foo meal for the whole of next week at sci canteen. i have to detox my system. yeas, its the only right thing to do. and i shld prob go hit the gym and burn some cals, so im so not going to do that! =p and these days, i feel a sudden high at times, from doing nothing. maybe caffeine is the trigger. i sat there, grinning to everyone really widely yday. it was kind of weird, but i just start grinning to myself and everyone else at the table. and i have been doing it quite a couple of times these few days. it's wrong. and im losin' sleep as well. i slept at 5am on fri night, playing msn sudoku. how brainy is that for 5am. hmmmmm. hahahahs. maybe we're all coping, that's why.

as they told you.

2007-10-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

it's already thursday. it's been nearly a week, we're getting used to it. and it's been a hard mugging week(though i didnt mug that much, well, at least im trying!!)

and i was going to say. hahaha, this guy on my msn list has got a personal msg that says mumbai, india. which kind of reminds me of jiayan. because cher told us how jiayan, the smart girl, mistook that dubai was also in india. (she prob thought that mumbai and dubai rhymes, so there much be some link in there). hahaha and each time the m1 idd ad plays on tv, i'd think of both dubai and mumbai being in india and have a good laugh at it. and jy! though you're in london sounded with h&m, harrods and big buildings with a huge topshop, you're missed! crazy shopping days are over! =*( and here comes mugging! =x

and it's TGIF! hahahah, i think the caffeine is making me high. i dont know why. i slept too much in the afternoon! =x

decisions.

2007-10-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm. i guess we make decisions and we dont look back. some choices are hard to make. and once we make them, we stick to what we chose and hope that it's right. things will turn out right somehow or rather. and if things were meant to work out, a little time away will not set us apart. i guess that the way this ends, at least for now.

and i will try not to blog in such a manner anymore. doesnt sound right. but till then, bear with these weird sounding posts. they have to get out somewhere.

speak.

2007-10-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

i thought i had a lot to speak about. this has been a quite bad week. maybe, i still have a lot to talk about. it's just that sometimes we dont know how to say some stuff.

sometimes. i dont know what's going on. it seems weird.
sometimes, things change.
there's no reason why.
i dont enjoy doing most stuff that i do these days.
i dont like giving in,
i guess no one does.
and this kind of sucks.
maybe some things are like that sometimes.
nothing quite goes your way.

and maybe, bad things do happen in figures of 3 or 7.
hmmm.
and i dont like dots. i hate them.

addictions.

2007-10-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

i think im addicted to online shopping, i do it everyday.
i think im addicted to coke light, it's amazing coke with 0 cals. bad cals make pple like me sad.
i think im addicted to greys, i keep rewatching episodes despite having other things to do.
i think im addicted to whining, i whine to my friends 24/7 about the same few issues.
i think im addicted to my ipod, i feel like a bit of me is being chewed away when i leave my nano at home or forget to charge it.
i think addictions are wrong.

=p (i just have nothing better to do right now.)

small talks.

2007-09-27T15:55:00.000+08:00

a couple of days ago, manda and i were talking about certain stuff. stuff that's somewhat impt but we've not quite talked about and stuff that i've quite chosen to ignore. and i think what she said kind of makes sense actually, and i guess we'll see how it goes. =D and im really quite glad that she gave me a reality check and saw that i had the need to speak about it at some point of time. =*)

AND! i went to sentosa! with the pretty girls! but sadly, we got burnt =(( and my nose and back hurts. i need more aloe vera, =*(

t-test.

2007-09-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

grrrrrr. this is so pissfying. grr! i mean why do we have to do biostats. omg, sounds perfectly like greek to me. there's like chi-sq test, t test, some different types of t test, epidemiological studies, biostats. omg. all sound like greek to me, anw. can those pple who love math handle this instead? omg omg omg, i cant believe this, the stats are killing me. i used to love math, but not in the stats way. a science course shld bail me out of all these stats crap and studies, case control case series cross sectional studies crap. omg, and here i am, in a whirlhole of cofm and silly stats figures, formulae, the 2X2 table that is 'bound to come out for your exams and give you some extra marks'. damn it. i hate it alr. i cant even sit through ONE set of notes and i have 13 more sets to go. BY TONIGHT. and it's alr 2042hrs. im officially pissed.

and, it seems like this world's pretty small. okay, not quite when some pple do come from the same colleges and schools and stuff like that. but, you'd never expect how your friends are linked and how much things intertwine together some how or rather and how they all come back to you at some point of time. it's really kind of unexpected and surprising. but i think it happens and when it does, you either choose to run away or get used to it. well, i guess i choose to run away, like i always do.

bags of lust.

2007-09-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

hahahaha. jiayan recently introduced me to a site, http://www.purseblog.com/. hahahaha it's a really really really amusing site! (for girls, at least) with tonnes and tonnes of pretty bags and girls like us going mad over bags that we simply wont be able to get. =D but trust me, the bags are REAL pretty. =D jiayan wants a muse and peis wants a hermes berkins. hahahahas. and the picture above is like hmmm, artisans in the paris hermes workshop. the artisans who actually produce these berkins! and kellys! omg omg omg. apparently, they only produce ard 5-7 bags per week, hence the price and the waiting list. the thing is, apparently the wait is ard 7 years for a bag! even if you have the cash! =p this sounds really random and silly but this is how boring the holidays can get! and i still want my berkins, one day. i'm sure jiayan still wants her muse too! =D

and so! this is for my dearest, insane-est shopping partner! =DDD the pretty muse! white muse! and omg! heidi klum! =DDDD.